Tuesday 19 July 2011

Chapter 7: Lies

     There are a few checkpoints from here to the aircraft carrier. I can do a pretty good German accent. Still, this is going to be difficult. The Kübelwagen’s a good touch though. Comfy, at that. I’m riding shotgun. Jennings is driving. Petersen’s in the middle, Pyre and Navittas are crammed in with him. They’re not particularly happy about that, I think.
     The first checkpoint is about a kilometer out of town. (You’ll forgive me if I translate for this chap now)
Guten tag Unterfeldwebel.” -- Good day, sergeant. “Ausweispapieren, bitte.” -- identity papers, please.
     I hand him my papers, as do the rest of the boys. Make or break for us. Gene Krupa’s on his drums again. He goes into his office, then comes back out. The sun’s cooking us. Hopefully that masks the real sweat.
     “Wo waren Sie?” -- where were you guys? He asks.
     “Wir waren von unser einheit abgetrennt. RAF. Wir müssen mit deine befehlshabender Offizier sprechen. Wir haben wichtige Information.” -- so here’s our cover story: We were separated from our unit, thanks to the RAF. We need to speak to their commanding officer, because we have important information.
    “Okay. Gehen Sie in, erste Recht, dann beachtet die Schilder.” -- First right, then follow the signs.
    “Danke.”
    Seems everything’s going well. Good thing nobody blew our cover. We’ll take that first right all right. Then we’ll do our own thing.
    We have to make a pit-stop for the boys. We stop at a café. Good coffee. Just what we need. Keeps us on our toes. Especially since we hadn’t enough sleep last night. We gotta pass the time anyway. Can’t very well do the mission until we make contact anyway. Petersen’s got the shits. A couple Kriegsmarine officers come in while we’re waiting. The signal’s simple. Cross the knife and fork. See if one of these guys is the plant.
    “Hans?” A man behind me says. His shirt’s black. Has a blue collar, white stripes.
    “Ja, Klaus, das bin ich!” -- We’ll play our parts. I stand up and give him a good handshake.
    We chat it up for a while in German. When the morning rush ends, we switch to English. Quietly.
    “Good eggs, eh chaps?” he says.
    “Indeed. Klaus, what‘s going on?” I say.
    “Well, they’re putting out faster than scheduled, it looks like. They worked throughout the night. The commander’s not dumb enough to stay for long. Too easy for us to sneak in.” He took a sip of his coffee.
    “Okay then. I don’t think we’ll be getting through that way then… all the same, I think we can still pull this off.” I took a sip.
    “You have frog suits, yes?”
    “In the trunk. Along with the rest.”
    “One problem: I doubt you have enough explosives to crack the tanks from the outside.”
    “What do you suggest?”
    “Well, here’s the thing. I have a few Kriegsmarine uniforms I can get you. But probably not enough for all of you. That might look too suspicious. From there, we can plant a number of them on the fuel tanks, and the engines.”
    “Bigger is better. Remember that. We should also try to plant some in the magazines.”
    “You’re right. But we’ll need a distraction.”
    “I think Navittas can handle that.”
    “Roger” Navittas pipes up. “What’s the signal?”
    “Pyre will send something burning over the side. It’ll attract attention, but yours will do much more.” I say.
    “Righto. I’ll take a pair of satchels. One on each side should create enough confusion, and it’ll attract them far enough away to get them off your asses.” Navittas finished his tea.
    “Sounds like a plan. Those shaped charges will do damage, just not sure if enough. It‘s a big ship. Pyre and Petersen, You’ll get the Magazine. Jennings and I will get the engines. Klaus, You going to be able to get out okay? Or do you want to come with us? -- I doubt you’ll be of much use on a ship that’s been destroyed.”
    “When I can, I’ll join you. Barely five seats in a Kübelwagen. I might be able to procure something on site though. Jerry does like his motorcycles. I‘ll retrieve Navittas when it‘s necessary. The crew has the night off. It shouldn‘t be too heavily guarded, except for those on the welding crew.”
    “Alright gents. Schmeissers for everybody. Navittas, don’t get any guns wet. Cartridges won’t fire. Find somewhere to keep them dry. We’ll scope out the place today.”
    The Graf Zeppelin is anchored in the natural harbour of Tobruk. Plenty of patrols here and about. Our disguises work. Nobody’s the wiser. Good thing the boys know when to keep their mouths shut. Petersen has a grim look on his face. We find ourselves a pair of benches. The sun sears our skin slightly as it starts to slowly set. Then something happens. I hear the sound of trucks, and people disembarking from them. I feel a gun to my head.
     I look to my left.
     It’s Petersen’s gun.

Wednesday 13 July 2011

Chapter 6: Alea Iacta Est.

    My team is on the plane. We're parachuting in about 20 clicks south of Tobruk. We've got uniforms. A Kübelwagen, even. Command thought this one out well. Things never go according to plan, though. Fortunately, there isn't some airstrike that's coming in. No real time limit. Other than the fact that we need to have the job done in 48 hours or less. We have a plant on-board the carrier. He let us know the time frame. It's a probable ETC of resupply, plus or minus 8 hours. She's putting on mostly food supplies and fuel, with some repairs of the fuel tanks probably taking the longest.
     There are two planes. One went ahead with the equipment drop. Night drop. One man and a glider with the kuebelwagen. He's not going on the mission with us; he's there to make sure of what happens. A small mountainous outcrop. He fits the part. Abdul Walid, an Egyptian. Wears a turban. A stereotype, perhaps. But a useful deception, definitely. Hopefully he'll be able to blend in. Just hope he makes it out.
    The team is ready. Even Petersen has that look on his face. It won't be long now. The luftwaffe hasn't spotted us yet, nor have their ground forces, or so it seems. We're flying high though. This is only my second drop. First one out of training. The hum of the engines, the rattling of the plane, it all comes back. The claustrophobia. I'm short of breath. A little. Something in me is sinking. I don't think I like flying. Too late now though.
     The man at the front of the plane is yelling over the engines.
     “FIFTEEN SECONDS!”
    My heart is beating like Gene Krupa. American swing music at a time like this. I look out the window, and see some skylights. An ocean of sand. Oh boy, what am I getting myself into. This is bad. Very bad.
     “TEN SECONDS!”
     It shouldn't be rattling this much should it? Those engines look like they could go any minute, the way they're rattling. Rattle rattle rattle. All they do. They fly? I'm amazed. Gotta get out. Oh wait, that's the idea. Get out of an airplane while going around 500 km/h. This is an amazing idea. Greatest idea ever. Whose idea was this?
    “FIVE SECONDS!”
     I sigh. There's no way out but out. I can barely breathe. My lungs close for a moment.
     I feel a hand on my shoulder. It's Jennings. He has a cigar in his hand.
     “For when we make it down there.”
     All that nervousness is still there. But I bite my lip. I squeeze my thumb in my fist. I clench my jaw.
     GO GO GO!
     We're out. I'm out first. This is by far the most frightening and exhilirating thing in my life. Dead of night, we're still going. It's hard to make out those landmarks. But those lights that jerry has, plus that blue one on the ground are enough. Wind's everywhere. Our parachutes are painted black. So are our uniforms. This is the best command can do for camouflage. Once I'm in the air for a few seconds, it isn't so bad. My heart still beats, but... it's not nervousness anymore. I feel alive. Alive and hurtling towards earth like a meteor.
    The team's out.
    When we land, we cut our chutes off with our knives. Gather them, leave them with Walid. He has brown eyes. Black, short beard. Moustache, and a very good one at that. A walrus.
    “My friend,” he says. “I will be here for to-day and the 'morrow. If you survive, you are to meet me here. From here, we go to the south, and attempt to get out of the country. From there, it's up to us how we meet back up with command.”
     He never stopped smiling. I thought this curious. He even had an ornate tea-cup. Maybe he was a man who really appreciated a good cup? Well, no problem with that I suppose. We should all appreciate the finer things in life.

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Chapter 5: Unity.

      The next day was our last day at the medical camp. Then we were to parachute in just outside of Tobruk. I give the squad our briefing in full. I leave out the stuff they do not need to know. I doubt it would have gone over well. As it is, they aren't enthusiastic about this suicide mission. Getting in will be a hell of a lot easier than getting out though. The boys are scared. I know it from their faces. I tell them they are right to be scared. He who goes into battle unafraid is a fool. He who goes into battle afraid knows his limitations. I'd prefer they know their limitations. They won't do anything stupid that way. We might just make it.
     Petersen's jittery. “Here, take this.” – I give him some rum. He coughs a lot as he tosses it down. He has a guilty look on his face. It looks like he's finally started shaving. Brown eyes, black hair. Skinny. His cheeks are how I know he's guilty. His bony face keeps on moving.
    “Sir, about those men... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have shot them. I... I didn't know what was happening. It was...”
    “Don't worry about it. But don't let it happen again. I give the orders. We can't have a fuckup like that on this mission. If any one of us fucks up, it might mean all our lives. On the bright side, if we pull this off, medals for all of us.”
    His face perks up a little, but he still looks a bit guilty. Poor lad has it rough. Gunning down surrendered soldiers isn't something I'd like to be responsible for.
     Pyre is flipping a coin as I'm walking in. I ask him how he is.
     “Just dandy. I've been counting. I've lost 75 of the past 90 flips.”
     “You make your own luck. Nothing to worry about.” I say, consolingly.
     “Sir, with all due respect, if I've been making my luck, I've done a fantastically shitty job of it. I go to war, it's in the wrong place. I go out of a building, my commander gets killed. We retreat from a raid, we get hit.”
     “Listen. Cut the pessimist bullshit. That isn't the attitude that wins. And We're winning this one. No matter what. We might be the luckless five. But by the power of our hands, we will cheat luck. There will be no fuck ups. For we won't allow it. We fail, we die. We fail, our side falls. So we will not fail. I'm not in a dying mood. There is only one way this will end, with us laughing our asses off at a certain aircraft carrier in flames. That's all it will be, and that's all we're allowed to do, Fortuna be damned.”
     “Sir yes sir. Fuck luck. No Fortunes.”
    “Pyre... I know things are bad. But if we don't do this, they'll be worse. It's all we can do. Try. It is better to try and fail than to do nothing and let them win. At least this way, we learn from our mistakes, and prove we have learned from past ones. So get ready to learn. And get ready to set Jerry on fire.”
    “My magic's been itching for some payback... that'll be good enough for me.” With that he took his coin and melted it with his hands. It looked like water drops on a hot pan before he had it land on the floor.
Navittas is carving a piece of wood. I sit down next to him.
    “Whittling, sir. Eases my stresses. There certainly are a lot of them.”
    “What are you making, then?”
    “I intend to make a pipe. It gives a certain... air of class. And a certain amount of satisfaction – it's good to know that you've created something. Especially since we are soldiers. I do not enjoy the fact that we destroy far more than we create. I suppose that's why I'm an engineer then.”
    “I'm certain you'll create a great many things. A real Pontifex Maximus.”
    “Bridges are actually my specialty. I feel like they're important. When I see them realized, well, that is as good satisfaction as one can ever expect.”
    “Right. Well, be sure to get back home then. I know you'd do me proud.”
    “Jerry won't have me, sir. My hand's feeling much better now.”
    “Good man.”
     I slip him a token of command's esteem, and head off.
     Jennings is sharpening his knife when I start talking to him. He's smoking like a chimney. He turns to me, then goes back to his knife sharpening. It's making a grinding, rusting racket. Hasn't oiled the block.
    “I know you're nervous. I know you got the worst out of us all in that attack. I know your face hasn't fully healed. I just want to know. Do you want out of this mission?” I say. His face is looking better, now just a rather large stitched-scar across it. Fine for combat. But otherwise...
    He chipped the knife on the block and started speaking to me.
    “Arnold, I wouldn't have anything to go back to if I did. My family is dead. I just received this in the mail.” he points to a paper. “House got bombed. Wife and son were both in it.”
    An awkward silence crept in.
    “Don't say you're sorry.” he says.
    “Okay. I won't say I'm sorry – But I will say this: you're the best man out of this team we've got. You're the best marksman I've ever seen. You nailed three of those Germans in two seconds on that mission. You're the man we need. You're the man for this job just as much as the rest of us are. There is no man on this mission I trust more. And for that, I've got something for you.”
    I pull out this thing from my pocket. It's a sergeant's badge.
    “Effective immediately. I'm still in command of this unit. Navittas is promoted to corporal. I've been promoted to colour sergeant. I know that nothing can bring your wife and son back. But perhaps you can take some solace in what we've done and what we're about to do. Perhaps that can ease the pain, even if only somewhat. Just be ready for what comes next. That is all.”
    “That isn't much.” He paused for a moment. “But I suppose it's this, or nothing at all. I'll see you tomorrow. I'll be ready. If we get through this, drinks on me.”
    “I'm sure we'll need them.”
    “Arnold... One last thing.” He paused once more. “Thanks.”
     We shook hands. I headed to Laura's tent. One last thing I need to do.
     We light some smokes. Laura isn't happy. I can tell that. I tell her only that if it were not us, then who would? – This isn't good enough. It isn't good enough for me, and it isn't good enough for her. But as much as I would love to stay with her for as long as I could, I would be a coward to myself if I didn't. And I might end up in a court martial hearing. Worse, they'd be right. I would be a coward.

   I will not be a coward. And I will not die one either.
   It's time.
   Do or die.